Only Tears . . .

I love you. I’m sorry
But i can’t do this anymore
I don’t even have the right to get close to you
Don’t love me
I don’t have the ease of being able to give you my heart
I live every day beyond my strength
Each day is too much so i cry

Oh, i.. I don’t have anything i can give you
(but i’m) missing you
I can’t even give you loving words
But i’m missing you
I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine
But i’m missing you
So i push you away
Because i’m a guy who has nothing but his own heart

I’m holding back, even though it hurts
Even tears are a luxury for me
I don’t even have the right to look at you
Don’t look at me

I know that my heart is wherever you are
Close enough our breaths can touch
Always in that same place

Oh, i… i don’t have anything i can give you
(but i’m) missing you
I can’t even give you loving words
But i’m missing you
I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine
But i’m missing you
So i push you away

More than anyone else in this world
I love you, so i hold back

Oh i… i can’t hold your hand
But i’m missing you
I’m worried i might just have my tears to hold
So i’m missing you
I can’t tell you to stay with me
But i’m missing you
So it’s too much, but in the end
It’s because i’m a man who has nothing but his own heart

Tears of a Friend's Heart . . .

I hope you would understand me better . As a good friend , I tried to be your best but I always afraid that I will fail to be your truly friend that you would believe , you would always share your story to me . . I'm afraid that I'll lose you someday . . Because , I'm a girl who have nothing but her own heart . So accept me honestly . . 

I wish I could share all my story to you . But by looking you ignoring me , make me feel I'm disturbing you . I'm really sorry for that . I just wanna have a time with you . The past time , You always have time for me . But now , your time was all been full . It make me a little sad . Maybe not a little but still , I am sad . I think I'm nothing for you now . 

I understand I'm useless . So , use me . Use me , make me your friend like the old time . If you need a shoulder to lean on , I would love to be the one . If you wanna tell me your story , I would love to be your listener . If you need somebody to accompany you , I would love to be your guard . As long you're my friend . 

One name called FRIEND . . Is one of the precious name in my life . All I need in this world are friends . That would always beside me when I need . . I'm a weak girl . Although you always see me laughing around everyday , in the night , I always crying without nobody know . 

Old friend , I think you should know this . You are on my Top 10 wishes . Everyday , I'll always pray for you . Everynight , I'll always remember you . I cannot wait for the next day just to see you . This feeling , I'm hurt when I saw you cry . I know sometimes it's about me , but believe me , I didn't mean it . seriously . . .

Only tears , I can know that I always cared about you . . Only tears , I can know that I missing you . . Is this a miracle , to have a honest and kind friend like you ? It's like a dream . A sweetest dream . Dream that I always wish I dream every single night . Fighting with you was my horrible nightmare . So , I'll make sure I will not fight with you . Because , All I need is you !